1. |
music, etc.
03:32
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I'll go deaf
Listening to
Music, etc.
addictions to cope with
loneliness, etc.
I'm too afraid to die
On my own, own my own
I'll go deaf listening to
Music, etc.
I'll drown myself in gin
Depression, etc.
I'm too afraid to kill myself
That doesn't mean I feel alive
I'll go deaf
Music, etc.
Addictions to cope with
Loneliness, etc.
I don't have any friends
I'm all alone, alone
Depression, etc.
I'll drown myself in gin
ADD, etc.
I can't get anything done
Gender dysphoria
I don't know who I've become
Music, etc.
I'm done
Depression, etc.
I punch myself in the jaw
ADD, etc.
Overwhelmed I withdraw
Gender dysphoria
Am I a boy or a girl
Music, etc.
Addictions to cope with
Depression, ADD, Loneliness
Gender dysphoria
Depression, ADD, Loneliness
I don't know who I've become
I'm done
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2. |
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I'm always so tired
I never go outside
I'm stuck in place
Stuck with
Amphetamine
Daydreams
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm stuck inside but can't see
What the fuck is going on with me
Reaching out but I'm in pieces
Can't make up my mind
You can tell I'm terrified
I don't like my name
but I don't wanna disappoint
my parents
Amphetamine
Daydreams
I don't want to stay alive
You know I don't want to die
I'm always so tired
You know I'm afraid to die
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm stuck inside but can't see
Amphetamine daydreams
Amphetamine daydreams
Amphetamine
Daydreams
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3. |
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American flags on your fencepost
You don't know what you stand for
Anymore, anymore
Cigarette hanging from your lips, unlit
This day's on repeat in my head, but
I just want you
Back in my bed
Razor blades and chapstick
on my nightstand
I don't know what I am doing
I am alone
I know you probably don't like the sound of my voice
But hear me out I have a lot to say
What did you want me say?
Back on that autumn day
You had already made up your mind
Is it 'cause I ran away?
Back when I saw you laid with some guy in our bed
That's when I decided I am better off dead
Better off dead
God forbid anyone see me like this
I don't want to be known for
How insane I am
Razor blades and chapstick
on my nightstand
I don't know what I am doing
I am alone
Empty diet coke cans and wasted time
Old ripped vans and I couldn't think of a rhyme
Razor blades and chapstick
Wish I could go back in time
I don't like the sound of my voice either
But I'm still singing because it helps me
What did you want me say?
Back on that autumn day
You had already made up your mind
Is it 'cause I ran away?
Back when I saw you laid with some guy in our bed
That's when I decided I am better off dead
Better off dead
Fresh diet coke and a tidied room
Brand new pair of vans and I don't think I'm doomed
Razor blades and chapstick
Throw away the razor blades
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4. |
Gfuel and Triple Sec
03:22
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Cigarettes lit on train tracks
Cigar burns on cold skin
Cigarettes lit on train tracks
The smell of smoke is on our clothes
We drove through the night
Side by side, please don't end your life
Please don't
End your life
We have a complicated history
The engine's running, sit with me
Don't know where we're going we will see
The future is a mystery
The engine's running run away with me
Become who you always wanted to be
Don't know where we're going we will see
Grab the swisher sweets and hennesy
Cigarettes lit on train tracks
Cigar burns on cold skin
Cigarettes lit on train tracks
The smell of smoke is on our clothes
We drove through the night
Side by side, through the night
Through the night
Side by side
Through the night
Side by side
The future is a mystery
The engine's running run away with me
Become who you always wanted to be
Don't know where we're going we will see
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5. |
9am [e]
02:51
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I'm falling out of love
I'm drowning in self pity
I'm so fucking bored
Everything is fine I guess
I'm so fucking empty
Swallow all the pills in the medicine cabinet
I'm so fucking empty
Swallow all the pills in the medicine cabinet
I'm so fucking bored
Of falling out of love
I'm so fucking worthless
Drowning in self pity
I'm so fucking bored
(I'm so fucking bored, so fucking empty, so fucking worthless)
Everything is fine I guess
(so fucking bored, so fucking empty, I'm done)
Teen suicide is the second highest cause of death
Teen suicide I miss my friends
We sat by the pond high out of our minds
I thought you were finally happy
You left more and more often
Looking for acid, coke, and a state of ecstasy
Teen suicide is the second highest cause of death
Teen suicide I miss my friends
(Miss my friends)
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6. |
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I need you by my side
Nighttime suburbs
Home alone again
Foggy street lights
An aura to remember
Home alone again
Where are you
Foggy streetlights
Cover me in dew
The nighttime suburbs clear my head
Fog covers my eyes and helps me
Forget
Wish you were here
Need you by my side
Nighttime suburbs
Clear my head
Nighttime suburbs
Clear my head
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7. |
Faint Sirens
03:15
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Snow flakes drift by
Falling, falling
Cars drive by us
Driving, falling
I'm falling down
Snow flakes drift by
Falling, falling
Cars drive by us
Driving, falling
I'm falling down
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8. |
4am [e]
02:10
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I don't know what I feel anymore
What are you living for
I feel so alone again
Alone again
Wide awake and I can't sleep
It's four A.M. again
You're not here again
I don't know if the jokes are jokes anymore
On my knees begging for no more, no more
I don't know what I feel anymore
What are you living for
I feel so alone again
Alone again
(I'm sick of this shit)
Alone again
Wide awake and I can't sleep
It's four A.M. again
You're not here again
I don't know if the jokes are jokes anymore
On my deeds begging for no more, no more
No more
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9. |
Final Form
03:25
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10. |
Salvia's Path
04:23
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I don't know if I'm pretending
To be who I am for attention
I've never been this alone before
No one know who I really am
Should I come out?
Risk it all?
Should I tell you?
You might let me fall
I'll fall
Risk it all
You won't call me back
When I need you
Oh I need you
I'll fall
I don't know if I'm pretending
To be who I am for attention
All I know is that
Singing along to your favorite song
I'm happy
I've never been this alone before
No one know who I really am
Should I come out?
Risk it all?
Should I tell you?
You might let me fall
You might let me fall
You won't call me back
When I need you
I will fall
You will call
I won't be there
I need you
Oh I need you
The most
Should I tell you?
You might let me fall
Let me fall
I need you
Should I come out?
Risk it all?
Should I tell you?
You might let me fall
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11. |
The Forest
04:18
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Never wake up on time
Can't get myself out of bed
There was something soft in me
We've killed and it's rotting
Bury me in the forest
I don't want to
Wake up (up)
Wake up (up)
Used to be a romantic
You ripped that part of me
To pieces
Don't go back to our old apartment complex
Don't wanna be reminded
Bury me in the forest
I don't wanna wake up
Bury me in the forest
I don't want to
Wake up (up)
Wake up (up)
Used to be a romantic
You ripped that part of me
To pieces
Bury me in the forest
Bury me with the moss
Bury me in the forest
Bury me
In the forest
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